My Testimony

On Wednesday night at Bible study two weeks ago, we were asked to share our testimony. I was super duper nervous. I've never given my testimony. What would I share? I thought I had it planned out in my head, but when I started talking my voice grew shaky and I began jumping around. It was pretty bad, honestly. I decided to write my testimony and share it with everyone on the blog!

Elementary school- I was saved around age 5 by my Grandma Alyce. She is a very devout Christian and I admire her so much. I was 8 years old when I got baptized at my church.

Middle School- I met lots of different people in middle school and started going to my friend's youth group. From there, I attended camp with her church as well. I will admit I went to camp for the social aspect of it all, but I did gain a lot from it in the end. I cheered in middle school which was a very negative atmosphere.

High School- Freshman year// Ahhh the time where literally everything changes. I was lost in the friend department my freshman year. I had drifted from the friend I was attending camp with at the time. My parents got divorced. I attended a service camp along with church camp. I LOVED the service camp. It felt awesome helping people in need right in my home town.
Sophomore Year// I was on the cheerleading squad again. I grew closer with my friend Hannah who I've known since elementary school. At the time, all of my friends had boyfriends. I felt sooo left out, which was really dumb. But Hannah showed me these books that were about finding a Christian boy. I loved them so much. Hannah and I talked about our lives in depth and I just really enjoyed having her company. She challenged me as Christian and helped keep me in check with my beliefs. Together, we revived our school's SADD club which brought us even closer.
Junior year// I was reading my bible somewhat regularly. School was hard. I had a fling with my now boyfriend that would never seem to go right.
Senior year// THIS WAS THE BEST YEAR. I felt connected with God, my friends, and the same guy from Junior year. I loved it. It was very stress free.

Freshman & Sophomore year of college// I finally started dating the boy from high school. He got his act together and I'm in a healthy relationship for the most part. I have very few friends at school which has really SUCKED. My first semester of freshman year all I wanted to do was to transfer. Dating Matthew helped curve that feeling some, but some days are worse than others. I have a lot of FOMO, but my time at community college is wrapping and I am soooo looking forward to it.
My only problem has been in college is that I have never been so far apart from God. I rarely read my bible nor do I attend church regularly. This semester, I have started going to a bible study which has really helped my relationship with Jesus. I am still not where I want to be.

Things I probably left out: During all of my school years, my aunt would always keep in touch with me every now and then and see how I was doing. She would ask me about my faith, recommend books and just pray for me. She has always had a positive influence on my life and one day I hope to become a woman of God just like her.

At Bible Study we were asked who influenced us the most while growing with God and I would most definitely say my Grandma Alyce, my aunt, and Hannah.

Have Fun


So, I was scrolling through Pinterest before bed and came across this watercolor print. "Have Fun" it said. For some reason, I just sat and meditated on it. That's something I wouldn't normally do. This weekend, I had been stressing out about taking my final exam for my online class, going to work on Monday, having wisdom teeth surgery and all that jazz. But I just stopped when I saw this pin. I'm all for a good time, but I tend to put a lot of pressure on myself and love to be in control. 

I'm writing this post to remind myself that first of all it's summer. I should be having fun. I should be having fun in everything I do whether its work or school. Even if there is something I don't want to do, I should look and think of the positives of all of these things and just have fun. Secondly, I need to branch out and get the stick out of my butt and enjoy the moments!

Are there any sayings you're trying to implement into your day to day life?
Bailey

20 Before 20

I'm sure many of you have read Mackenzie's 101 in 1001 list on her blog. I love the idea, but I know myself pretty well and I am not that motivated. I tried thinking of 101 things to do, really only came up with about 56 things to try. So I was doing my daily reading of blogs and I came across Samantha's list. She has already done a 101 in 1001 days... big props to her for that!! But she decided to make a list called 20 before 20! I thought this would be a great way for me to start since I will be 19 in July that will give me a little over a year to do this.

Without any further ado:


1. Read 5 books (I rarely read)

2. Take 3 roadtrips with my friends

3.Work out at least 3 times a week for a month

4.Completely unplug for 24 hours

5. Bake a dessert entirely by myself

6. Make a meal by myself

7. Take my grandparents out to eat

8. See a MLB and NFL game

9. Go paddle boarding one morning

10. Visit 2 new states (1. Colorado-June 2016)

11. Go 1 week without eating out

12. Get another piercing (Second hole- July 19th, 2016)

13. Wake up at 7 AM for two weeks

14. Write blog posts 7 days straight

15. Go to 4 different concerts (1. Of Monsters and Men- June 2016, 2. The Lumineers- September 15, 2016, 3. Watsky- September 16, 2016, 4. Chance the Rapper- June 2017)

16. Make my bed every morning for two weeks

17. Clean up the kitchen for mom after dinner

18. Spend an entire day hanging out with my sister

19. Visit a state/national park (Garden of the Gods- June 2016)

20. Get a professional massage (I've always wanted one!)

Do you have a 1001 in 101 list or 20 before 20 list? What's on yours?
Bailey 

SUMMER

Wow! Another school year has come and gone. I have managed to keep my 4.0 (#blessed). Although, I may have lost a bit of sanity in the process, but its over! I can't say I've learned any major lessons this year or "found myself" this year. I would definitely call this year a transition phase... and it will still likely go into next year. (Read: I feel like all of my posts are about school. I'm sorry!)


I began this school year very, very lonely. In September, I knew I would definitely transfer in the spring semester. Some things changed here and there. I became adjusted to what life had brought and decided to just go with it. So after reading Dorothy's post on the lessons she has learned this school year, I thought I would share what I learned to appreciate this year! Community college may not be the "college experience" I had been dreaming of, but I have discovered reasons why God wanted me to stay:

Selling our house: My mom put our house on the market at the beginning of the school year. We really weren't sure of how long it would take. My mom knew she wanted to downsize especially since I am going to be leaving soon. I have mixed feelings about moving. It will be good to have a fresh start. Moving just takes a lot of work. It will be worth it.

Family: I don't think I've ever been so close with my family members. My sister and I really do not get along... we're seven years apart! But we have had more bonding moments than before. My dad and I have started bonding more as well. My mom is probably my best friend, so I feel that our relationship has just grown stronger.

Lead Marshal: I was a Marshal at my college's graduation. When I went to practice they told me I was going to be the lead marshal because I met the requirements. I had always wanted to be one in high school, but I went to school with some outstanding people. I actually felt like my work had paid off. I was very nervous. I know it will help me stand out when applying to universities in the fall!


I'm very excited to hopefully be moving and trying to relax this summer and process all that's happened this year!

What do you think you have learned this school year??

Bailey

Bloglovin'

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My name is Bailey and I'm an 18 year old college student living in North Carolina. Ever since high school, I've been reading fashion and lifestyle blogs. I even tried having a blog of my own. I didn't maintain it like I wanted and was very insecure about people finding it. Now, that I'm graduated I have learned since then that people's opinions don't always matter. In 2016, I hope I can contribute to the blogging world like I have always wanted to. I want to share my thoughts on fashion trends and just random things going on in my life.